INSIGHT December 31st 2009

The year 2009 is coming to a close and the New Year 2010 is being called in to being under the illumination of a full moon. This is a very powerful time so potentially everything from emotions and thought processes will be amplified.

There will be a strong focus on home. Feeling at home within your own skin and in your place of dwelling. Feeling nurtured and loved, creating a feeling of safety is of the utmost importance at this time. All of these feelings must be addressed within yourself and offered to those closest to you.

Old beliefs tied in with feelings of belonging, feeling nurtured and experiencing a safe place to be may be activated now. Especially any energies to do with females. The past needs to be mindfully and consciously put to rest and the cords cut from expectations you have upon others to fulfil your needs. This is a time to reach in deep and soothe your inner self. Be soothing towards others.

You will feel drawn to be around beautiful places and beautiful people. This is important to do in order not to have the opposite triggered. Remember, this is the energy that you will be taking in to your New Year. Globally another cycle has come to completion and next year is a new beginning. Individually, as well as collectively.

You will need the feeling of spaciousness, as you will be experiencing a heightened sensitivity. This energy is about feeling safe, creating safety, feeling taken care of and caring for others.

You are being called to demonstrate love and loyalty. You will feel a strong pull towards being there for others. Be guided as you will need your intuition to know when to push or pounce and when to pull back and retreat.

This is also a time to find your wings. Release old feelings that keep you feeling lesser than, victimized, smothered or humiliated. These feelings no longer serve you. They are the old, outworn beliefs that cannot carry you forwards. Cut them loose.

During this heightened energy, become very clear on your vision for yourself, as you will be activating in a very powerful way during this moon.

Clear the space around you and create space and beauty.

Discard what no longer serves you. Physically, emotionally and mentally do a clean out.

Mindfully and consciously embody the qualities you desire to live with. Become your own inner parent and be the change you wish to see.

Love and Blessings
Kaye Doran

DECEMBER INSIGHT 2009

The image that best describes this moon is the tower from the tarot. This is a time that could feel a little confusing, calm and quiet one minute and chaotic or explosive the next. There is a push/pull between the shadow and light elements. A breaking down of old structures. An explosion. Hence you could feel the need to clean up. Clean up around you and clean up your act.

The feeling of conflict will exist on and off. The shaking up of old ideas, opinions and beliefs that have stagnated and been hiding in the depths of your unconscious is taking place.

Time now to delve deeper to witness how the past is affecting the present. A wonderful time is upon you of self-discovery if you are able to keep your mind in an equilibrium state. You are being asked to become the Alchemist. Turning base metal in to Gold! This will take patience on your behalf, as things will feel tumultuous. As the opening takes place, or the emergence, you will possibly have moments of feeling energized and at the same time like there is a static energy surrounding you. There is.

What has been built on poor foundations is now shattering. As the breaking down takes place, new, stronger foundations can be laid down. Expect the unexpected.

There is an energy calling you to have a focused awareness on the Truth and yet there is a consciousness of duality. This is now the moment to take personal responsibility. What is not balanced within you will become amplified and projected back to you within your life. This may mean that in the breaking down of old structures, relationships will either finish up or become renewed.

You are being called to deepen, wether you like it or not.

Mentally you may feel as though you are going a little crazy at times. There is a Shamanic right of passage where the shaman feels as though they are losing their mind, right before a new way of seeing emerges. Welcome to that right of passage.

Your shell is cracking and you, the butterfly is preparing to emerge. Do not try to control this process, simply accept it’s happening. Surrender to the higher process and stay clear on your intended outcome.

This time is a little like balancing on the sea-saw and spinning on the playground spinning wheel at the same time. Meditate, pray, participate and face the shadow moments. Calmness will descend upon you eventually. The magnetic poles are shifting and you will feel the effects of the attraction and repulsion at the same time. Faith is required now, not fear. You cannot control this process. Emerge!