INSIGHT December 31st 2009

The year 2009 is coming to a close and the New Year 2010 is being called in to being under the illumination of a full moon. This is a very powerful time so potentially everything from emotions and thought processes will be amplified.

There will be a strong focus on home. Feeling at home within your own skin and in your place of dwelling. Feeling nurtured and loved, creating a feeling of safety is of the utmost importance at this time. All of these feelings must be addressed within yourself and offered to those closest to you.

Old beliefs tied in with feelings of belonging, feeling nurtured and experiencing a safe place to be may be activated now. Especially any energies to do with females. The past needs to be mindfully and consciously put to rest and the cords cut from expectations you have upon others to fulfil your needs. This is a time to reach in deep and soothe your inner self. Be soothing towards others.

You will feel drawn to be around beautiful places and beautiful people. This is important to do in order not to have the opposite triggered. Remember, this is the energy that you will be taking in to your New Year. Globally another cycle has come to completion and next year is a new beginning. Individually, as well as collectively.

You will need the feeling of spaciousness, as you will be experiencing a heightened sensitivity. This energy is about feeling safe, creating safety, feeling taken care of and caring for others.

You are being called to demonstrate love and loyalty. You will feel a strong pull towards being there for others. Be guided as you will need your intuition to know when to push or pounce and when to pull back and retreat.

This is also a time to find your wings. Release old feelings that keep you feeling lesser than, victimized, smothered or humiliated. These feelings no longer serve you. They are the old, outworn beliefs that cannot carry you forwards. Cut them loose.

During this heightened energy, become very clear on your vision for yourself, as you will be activating in a very powerful way during this moon.

Clear the space around you and create space and beauty.

Discard what no longer serves you. Physically, emotionally and mentally do a clean out.

Mindfully and consciously embody the qualities you desire to live with. Become your own inner parent and be the change you wish to see.

Love and Blessings
Kaye Doran

Perfectly imperfect. Beyond the ego's game

Have you ever been judged by others for certain behaviour that you do, and been told how wrong or bad it is? Not like you need to be told as you are certainly already beating up on yourself for it. This is your ego and your ego loves to create a conflict either inflating you and creating a sense of false superiority, or, deflating you in to a contraction and moving you in to a false sense of inferiority.

Either way, the war has begun. You find yourself fighting for a sense of what you believe ‘perfection’ to be. Not realizing that beyond the ego’s battle to control, you are intrinsically already perfect. Beyond the veils of right and wrong, beyond the veils of good and bad, beyond your battling ego voice.

Notice that in order for a battle to begin, there need to be two sides. One side pushing to be right and the other side pushing back in order to be right. Maybe both are right! Let me explain. If your life felt under threat, what would you do? Fight for it of course. Well, the ego is enabling the ‘right’ or ‘good’ to fight to live and the ego is also enabling the ‘wrong’ or ‘bad’ to fight for it’s right to live.

Imagine if instead of simply chanting positive things about yourself in order to change something, you transformed it by facing it with compassion, understanding, love and dignity. If someone stood before you and extended these qualities out to you, you would undoubtedly feel relaxed, safe, flexible and loved. This being true, why would you not extend those qualities to every expression of yourself?

The more you judge something, the more it will contract in fear, feeling unsafe and threatened or being ‘taken out’. This releases toxicity in the body and mind creating an energetic stance of wanting or feeling the need to fight back, to defend its existence. The ego is playing out its game.

If you can face that part of your personality and self you wish to transform and take it to your inner world where there is no duality or judgement, merely compassion, understanding, love and dignity. See that it is not creating the harmonious outcomes or feeling that you desire, that it is indeed fractured from your true and authentic self already perfect. Then it will relax and no longer have the need to fight to be noticed and keep itself alive. Now you have the peace of self acceptance and the conflict and pain can be released. Put to rest!

If you stay living in the ego, life will be a constant push/pull or conflict and striving for some false outer perfection.

Let me say. The truth is the perfection already exists within you.

There is a safe place to be and it is deep within the inner realms of the true and authentic self. Come back to yourself and draw upon the variety of tools that will help you realize self (self realization) and find true self-empowerment. You will know when you are there because you will truly feel at peace.

INSIGHT July 2009

Full moon amplifies things by 40% and enables us to see in to the spaces

or places that we have not been willing, or able to see. It is a powerful opportunity to create healing. Read this message, take your time to hear the message being spoken to you and get clear on your intent. As you face things this month, I suggest you refer back to this insight message and see if it has answers and guidance contained within the message that help and support you along your journey.

We are experiencing an eclipse, which means that the Earth is blocking out the sun’s rays upon the moon. The alignment of the sacred three! This makes it a very powerful time to set your intent to heal, nourish and invigorate.

This is a powerful time for the Divine Union. Self - love is very important and it is time to take a look within and see how you are treating yourself. There is the promise of a new beginning. If you take the time to connect and reflect on your inner world, then it can potentially become a powerful time for renewal and inspiration.

Harness this powerful energy and utilize it to release guilt and blame. Be cleansed by the waters and bring forth new life, new creative ideas and insights. The rewards are all there waiting for you to claim them, are you willing to go in to the inner cave and claim them? Or, will you hide, withdraw and make your days so busy that you stay feeling confused, uncertain or scattered?

Do not completely isolate yourself. Go within, seek the help of the mentor/healer and make contact with your own inner guru to emerge feeling rejuvenated, inspired and action orientated. Bursting forth with the energy of new life.

This is a powerful time to dissolve the past. Dissolve the illusions that became intrusions!

Take a moment to look at what your unique gifts are and anchor them in to this world by living, breathing and expressing them. Take ownership and acknowledge your Divine connection.

This is not the time to doubt. Embrace your inner Light and potential. Self illuminate and validate. As you validate your self, the outer world will reflect this back to you, showing you that you are on the right path.

Do not hide in the shadows any longer. You have a massive opportunity for transformation.

There is a strong energy of Love that is moving through you and through the world. A coming together! Yin and Yang, feminine and masculine, internal and external, the Divine father and mother, the union of Heaven and Earth, intuition and logic, Spirit and matter.

Are you going to allow these forces to come together or will you stand in the way? Any conflict you are experiencing with the men and women outside of yourself are truly reflections informing you of your own internal struggles around harmonising these forces within you.

This is a time of coming together. Harmony.

Just as the breath travels in and then out, so too are you being asked to move through your life. Take a moment to go within and then take direction and action to move out in to the world.

This is not the time to get caught purely in the external world of action or lost and withdrawn by staying internal and hidden.

You are here for a reason. You have a purpose and gifts to express. Now is the time to truly discover who you are, what you want and why you came.

Will you grasp this opportunity?

Love and Blessings

Kaye Doran

Shamanic Journey. If you wish to empower your healing experience, please contact me if you would like to share in a group journey where we discuss the insight message, get clear on the intent and then I take the group on a healing journey in aligning with your personal intent and open you to the healing process by working with my shamanic sound healing tools. The journey takes place each Wednesday evening closest to the full moon.

If you wish to join in and experience the power of the group, please email me on kayedoran@optusnet.com.au