INSIGHT March 2010

After the storm comes the calm and an opportunity for emotional settling in the inner world. The ego within needs to be quietened and settled in order for a sense of balance and peace to reign. To achieve this you will need to allow old illusions to break away and reveal a great, more heightened and symbolic Truth to emerge.

Now is the time for balance and this can be achieved swiftly or more slowly. It all depends on you. Just like waxing or pulling of a bandaid, do it slowly and the discomfort lingers, or in one swift action and the discomfort is over quickly.

It is time for a fresh start, to bringing emotional balance to relationships. This might be to your relationship to self, to another or even to your working life. This is the moment of inner exploration and then expansion in order to give pent up emotions a safe outlet. If you do not take this balancing journey, you will continue to ride the rapids.

Balance is being called for and you have the energy of drive to achieve this. How determined are you to bring in more joy? Where have you been succeeding and where have you been failing?

There will be moments when you are asked to view situations from another’s perspective in order to get a clearer picture of yourself. This will help you create new ways of seeing the old. Develop a discerning mind and start thinking about partnerships in your life. Do you seek harmonious partnerships?

With this energy on offer, you have an opportunity to balance and strengthen the base chakra, becoming emotionally stronger and then able to forge ahead with a new charged and balanced energy. Now is the time to resolve pent up feelings of anger, fear and frustration, as well as blame and resentment.

Breaking away old illusions to create a new way of seeing. Have you been focusing upon another’s needs above your own, or have you been too focused upon your own needs disregarding another. Which way have the scales been tipping? Now is the time to bring them back in to balance.

If you remain hidden from yourself and your feelings, you may find this a volatile time. What is really on offer is a time to settle and move away from the storm.

Transformation is being called for.

Transform, bring in more joy, seek balance and create harmony.

Perfectly imperfect. Beyond the ego's game

Have you ever been judged by others for certain behaviour that you do, and been told how wrong or bad it is? Not like you need to be told as you are certainly already beating up on yourself for it. This is your ego and your ego loves to create a conflict either inflating you and creating a sense of false superiority, or, deflating you in to a contraction and moving you in to a false sense of inferiority.

Either way, the war has begun. You find yourself fighting for a sense of what you believe ‘perfection’ to be. Not realizing that beyond the ego’s battle to control, you are intrinsically already perfect. Beyond the veils of right and wrong, beyond the veils of good and bad, beyond your battling ego voice.

Notice that in order for a battle to begin, there need to be two sides. One side pushing to be right and the other side pushing back in order to be right. Maybe both are right! Let me explain. If your life felt under threat, what would you do? Fight for it of course. Well, the ego is enabling the ‘right’ or ‘good’ to fight to live and the ego is also enabling the ‘wrong’ or ‘bad’ to fight for it’s right to live.

Imagine if instead of simply chanting positive things about yourself in order to change something, you transformed it by facing it with compassion, understanding, love and dignity. If someone stood before you and extended these qualities out to you, you would undoubtedly feel relaxed, safe, flexible and loved. This being true, why would you not extend those qualities to every expression of yourself?

The more you judge something, the more it will contract in fear, feeling unsafe and threatened or being ‘taken out’. This releases toxicity in the body and mind creating an energetic stance of wanting or feeling the need to fight back, to defend its existence. The ego is playing out its game.

If you can face that part of your personality and self you wish to transform and take it to your inner world where there is no duality or judgement, merely compassion, understanding, love and dignity. See that it is not creating the harmonious outcomes or feeling that you desire, that it is indeed fractured from your true and authentic self already perfect. Then it will relax and no longer have the need to fight to be noticed and keep itself alive. Now you have the peace of self acceptance and the conflict and pain can be released. Put to rest!

If you stay living in the ego, life will be a constant push/pull or conflict and striving for some false outer perfection.

Let me say. The truth is the perfection already exists within you.

There is a safe place to be and it is deep within the inner realms of the true and authentic self. Come back to yourself and draw upon the variety of tools that will help you realize self (self realization) and find true self-empowerment. You will know when you are there because you will truly feel at peace.

AUGUST INSIGHT 2009

Full moon amplifies things by 40% and enables us to see in to the spaces

or places that we have not been willing, or able to see. It is a powerful opportunity to create healing. Read this message, take your time to hear the message being spoken to you and get clear on your intent. As you face things this month, I suggest you refer back to this insight message and see if it has answers and guidance contained within the message that help and support you along your journey.

The third and final eclipse for the year!

During the eclipse there is a moment of stillness, a pause. In this space you will be offered the opportunity to see yourself more clearly beyond the perceptions of the ego. To do this, you will need to focus on yourself and your connection to the whole. To the group!

This is a wonderful time where you can feel intuitively that things are coming to fruition. In preparation for your new harvest you will be required to let go of something that does not serve your highest intentions. What ever you are holding on to is outworn; this may be a relationship, possessions, limiting beliefs or addictions. Do not be weighed down from realizing your highest potential.

This is a closing of a chapter so a new chapter or story may emerge. One that is more aligned with your heart and your heart’s desires. This is not the time to work alone or to become absorbed in your own image of your life. This is a dynamic time to be part of the whole. Part of the group consciousness. Connect with your group and build a dynamic healing vision. This vision needs to encompass the whole.

Outworn confines that once served you are now ready to dissolve, your boundaries of how you once perceived yourself are going to be expanded. The ego must be put to rest in order for this to take place on a soulful level. You will be left for a time with the question, who am I?

More of the past must be laid to rest. There is a strong mothering energy surrounding you at this time. Issues of perceived mismothering will emerge and you will be asked to soften your feminine energy. Drop the stance of self- protection and be open, nurturing and find less aggressive responses and solutions.

In order to achieve this, you will need to remain connected to your feelings. You may feel tempted to withdraw and disconnect. Do not. This is the time to allow the cleansing waters to wash over you and wash away the pain. If you do not connect with your feelings, you will create a dam within and eventually the dam walls will burst. Make this a gentle process of letting go. Allow the Light to pierce through the veils of misperceptions and Truth will emerge.

Put the ego to rest, shed your pride and drama and stop focusing on ego self and turn to the needs of the whole, the group. Ask yourself, how am I contributing to the group? This is the time to create new ideas and new visions!

This is a birthing moment back in to Spirit. Pierce the veil of illusion and remember the Truth of who you are. This is a time of birthing. The full manifestations are not yet before you, however they are preparing to birth through you

You will be more sensitive during this time to images, television, movies and media. Be very clear and discerning on the dream images you absorb. Are they in alignment with your highest vision for yourself and for your group?

This is a highly creative time.

You are going to be made more aware of your body/mind connection.

It is time to touch the Real.

Love and Blessings

Kaye Doran

Shamanic journey taken with me on Wednesday 5th. Please contact if interested in participating